2007.01.09. (Tue.) - Milton in my life

4 a.m.
How much I miss you, but I have lost you in my life.
I look at your last messages once and once, but it will not flash again.
I hear the music, Love Me Tender, but no one will sing it again for me before I go to bed.

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Tears drop down.
How much I feel so sad because I hurt you and broken your heart.
Do you know how much the power of one argument and one misunderstanding is?
I don't care if I have to accept it I have lost you, but I gave you dream and take it away.

I miss you so much.
How much I want to say I love you one more times again.
But it is impossible now and forever.
How much I want to tell you that I hope I can stroke your face and look at your eyes.
But it is impossible now and in the future.

I have been asking myself many times ~
Could I hear from you again?
Could I hear your voice again?
Could I reach your heart again?
Could I talk with you every nights again?

But I know, I know.
What is the answer in the end.
I love you. I really love you.
But I have to hurt you and let you leave.

And I know, I know.
You will forget me someday.
Time goes by, and the message will not flash again.

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